A post for my loveliest KFMO HR

And so I'm here again.

Many things came and went.. so did 2010 and 2011.

I had a fair share of happiness, joy and tears. 2010 has been fulfilling.

More challenges will be coming my way.. having to cope with family bf and friends in between studies and work. But nothing's gonna make me from living life to its fullest.

I'm moving on to another Company. Therefore, I dedicate this entry to the endearing bunch at ofc.. I insist its still.. KFMO HR. =D

All my favourite people who stood through the tough times with me.

Hoon - I'm her baggage where ever we go. We come in a package. She gave me the encouragement and support I've ever needed. She trusted me, taught me and guided me. Its her that I came this far. Even though I make mistakes or feel down, she always picks me up.

Hoon, I owe you so much. Though now, the package is seperated, please know that you have made a difference in my life. Without you, I won't find the career I want. Really.. Thank you..

Ah Ji - Always nagging at me from the old office to the new, from eating breakfast to going lunch. She knows when I feel bad and she will do anything to make me happy. Be it buying me breakfast, drawing on her hand or gossiping with me. We share the same horoscope, same emotions, same silliness but most importantly, we share a friendship and understanding that nth can replace.

Ah Ji, thank you for caring, for being there for me and for the silly foodies moment. You will always be my Ah Ji, where ever I may go.

Ke Ni Jie - The crooked smile, hairy stories, black faced moments and letter passing days. She gave me advices when I need to and help me with my hse choosing. We have common beliefs in superstitious and I enjoy every discussion moments.

Ke Ni Jie, I know you will miss my silliness and the only thing that can make you smile when you're upset. Thank you for giving me advise in my life and work. No more black face ok? I will text you hairy stuff still. Working with you makes me feel at ease and assuring.

Mian Mian - Sadistic like me, lovable like me and as cute as me. She never stops jumping (impression), never stops anti-socialling, never stops eating nonsense and never fail to listen to me. The problems I face and the worry I have, only she understands. My complaining partner and politics talk partner.

My Mian, thank you for listening to my complain, for talking bout my idol (MML) and the bubble tea and mac moments. You make food taste better and I find myself in you. Your thinking makes me have another opinion of everything. I love just being with you.

Gong Gong - My OT partner. She makes doing OT a breeze. She knows what I face at work and the simple her makes me want to protect her. She believe and trust everyone. Although always the victim of the group, but she really is well loved by us. The commitment she gives and changing for the better inspire me to be better too.

GG, I will miss those OT times together, the silly smile and laughter of yours. Thank you for covering me on days I'm busy, you never fail to offer your help. Knowing that you are around kept me going. Keep going GG, I'm sorry.. really.

Ah Di - He is young but mature. His thoughts and advises always comes in the nick of time. The way he laugh, its silly. Everytime I have any work and asked for help, its never a no. He is my entertainment when I get tired at work.

Di, although we might not know each other for long, but you added more colours to my already colourful work life. You are a joy to work with. Thank you for listening to my grumbles and problems yet still smile and offer a diplomatic answer.

Gine - She is the 'Chia' Gine, always on the fight and never gives up. Her strong external can be deceiving, cos she has an internal child. Her DIY skill amazes and inspire me.

Gine, I know you're not doing well in Qatar and you feel depressed. But you are Gine, you can and I know. Thank you for sharing the DIY and having silly laughing time doodling.

My favourite team, I'm sorry to leave you all in the lurch now. You made work so interesting and exciting. There hasn't been a day I didn't wanna come to work because you all are ard. The lunch talks and funny moments we have is always unforgettable. I know, you all don't wanna say bye on my last day cos its hard, but dun make it too bad ok. =) You left you foot prints in my heart. Please keep in touch with me and MJ often!

I hope that I brought joy and laughter to you all. My heart aches thinking of my last day, that I'm already crying doing up this entry.

I will never find some place like here ever again. Given a chance, this is the place I will come to again because I get to know you.. For coming into my life... this is for you...

THANK YOU! =D

Till the next entry... please call me still...

Our Lucky Fluff

Our lucky fluff.. not a very lucky background though.
He is about 6 yrs old or slightly older
He had 2 previous owners.
The last owner picked him up 4 mths ago. (Its either he was abandon by the 1st owner or he was lost.) Due to the family being too huge, they give him up for adoption.
it was quite fated, he was actually going for his walk and met my sister who cooed at him. Then the maid asked 'you want' and so the rest was history.
He came to our place on 10 Sep 10. Being very shy, shivery and quiet (he nv barked, even now)
His tail always curled in.
Took him to the doc on 11 Sep 10. Doc says from looks he is ok, weighing only 2.4kg. However he has decayed tooth, probably due to improper care and ear infection also due to improper bathing methods. The doc cleared his ear infection and we have to continue for another 5 days.
He was wagging his tail thereafter! But he still doesnt respond to sounds and name, most prob he wasn't called lucky previously. He also seemed more comfortable mingering.
We have to bring him back for blood test and removing of teeth following week.
He is a lazy doggy whose daily routine is pretty simple. He definitely isn't those who will play fetch with you. He wakes up at 7am or 8am and wait for us to walk him as he only pees or poo outside! He is smart though, to recognise that newspaper is toilet. After his walk, he will wait for his food and drink. Then he sleeps. Wakes up at 4pm or 5pm, and waits for his walk again. After his walk then comes the fruit and sleep. Wakes up at 7pm and waits for proper meal. After meal, he naps till 9pm and wakes up to play and sleeps at 1030pm or 11pm.
Overall, he is real obedient for his breed (Pomeranian) and extremely endearing. Except that he keeps wanting human food!!
I hope he will be healthy for as long as possible. I want to give him a home that finally he can rely on and doesnt have to keep moving and be in fear.
I'm glad that the family loves him and whatever it takes I will give him everything I can.
Having him is like having a child, I will worry and wonder if he is alone at home. I want to keep a constant lookout for him. Whenever I'm out I will wanna get him something. So fast and he is already a part of my life.

Till the next entry.. I'm glad to have Lucky!

Thank you

it might just be the simplest post..
just wanna say thank you.. so much since i started work
thank you... for fetching me from work when I OT even if it meant travelling from east to west
thank you... for appearing at my house early at 6am to take me to my bus stop
thank you... for waiting for me, beyond your patience and still smile at me saying 'its ok'
thank you... for fetching me after work at cp, although i can just take a 15 mins bus ride
thank you... for being very very understanding and listening to my silly whines
thank you... for all the little way you showed me you care
thank you... simply for loving me
thank you... my one and only...
=)
You might never have known, but deep down, I cherish the love and life we share.
THANK YOU....

till the next entry... thank you..

=)

Its the time of the year again.. I'm stepping into the BIG 22!!
Alright, it seems only every birthday this blogs get to have a refreshed post and dust swept away.
I doubt anyone reads this now, whatever.. happy birthday to the sweetest me!

Till the next entry... celebrate

Mindset

Looking back, all my entries have been more on photos so I feel that I should have an entry totally filled with words.

Funny how having been through 21 happy years only to feel less confident and satisfied with myself now, all due to work. i just cant really seemed to finish my things, cant do what I planned and make careless mistake here and there. All this made me feel less useful and competent in my work and probably left a not much dependable impression on others. Totally different from school days where everything is in my control and where projects are concern, my groupmates look to me for solution. Well maybe because we are peers, where no ranking of any sort is concern. I begin to learn more with each passing work day and feel that black and white at work is super important. Anyone can just push words to you and you will be the one eating the dead rat. The more I walk through work life the more I dread everyday, which is completely opposite from what i used to be. Confident, Happy, Positive and Satisfied with anything.

I'm already pretty thankful that my first step in the corporate world was in such a nurturing environment where all my colleagues were giving me the guidance I need, not those real political place. I can only say, politics does happen, but only minimal over here. Well, I'll just have to bite through all these and hope that the changes I done to my working pattern makes me a more efficient person. i hope to see a diff by next week.

Done with lamenting on my work, just glad to have a job. Lamenting on the blog is definitely a rare occassion. Lucky for me I still have support from all the wonderful people in my life and at every peaceful moment ie. taking a train/bus alone, i'll try to push happy notes to my head and think positive.

Whatever it is, we only live once, so I think we should relax, take it easy, for there is nothing that we can't do. Every problem has a solution, so don't fret but if there is a problem without a solution, fretting will be pointless too. Easier said than done but try, thats life.

Reflecting on all these years, I realised I've come such a long long way and gone through a lot. But i have to say, I'm really a lucky girl to have all my loved ones with me, I think thats more than enough. Always have to remind myself of how fortunate I am, as whatever mishap I have, i know someone out there must be taking things 100 times harder than what happened to me. must learn to be thankful.

Can't wait for the weekends to come, its a super long one for me!!! So awaiting Sentosa with my darling ladies. The sand, sea and sun!! Woohoo~ I missed school days, every bit of it.

Its ironic how I found fishing theraphuetic. I was fishing with neo at Bedok jetty on my stressfull week and slept (which always happened). Opening my eyes to the peaceful waves of blue sea and sky, cheers of people as my neo's bait got bitten and the breeze brushing my face. At that moment all tension and pressure was gone, I smiled and quickly took pictures and videos of all the friendly uncles and my neo. Mother nature is still my key to relaxation, the joy I felt cannot be describe, its kind of like a happy feeling from the bottom of my heart, or i could say scientifically it was probably a release of happy endorphins to make me feel that way. An unforgettable feeeling.

Oh well, i'm sleepy..

Till the next entry.. remember that happiness is now

01.07.09 - My 21st Birthday!!

Here is my post that i'm suppose to blog long long ago.

Some photos of my happiest day as well as my most unglam sight. Enjoy

During preparation, my beloved sister's handwriting

My theme - Hawaiian Beach PartyBelow are all the loviest people of my life, thank you thank you thank you for coming to my special day. I am what i am because of all of you!

My crazy and ever cute family, my most beloved Love =)
My maternal auntie/uncle/cousins/ nieces

Paternal uncles/aunties/cousins
Secondary School Pals

Poly mates

My colleagues
Little Yan
Look at this random photo and see the different activity going on there, quite a funny sight. lols

I felt kinda like a super star.

The rest of the photo will be at my facebook by this fri. please grab it there if you want to.

I'm so going to revamp my blog. That's all folks!

Till the next entry... enjoy the company of your loved ones

Gone fishing~

Ok.. so the title is not really correct cos i didnt really fish, more of sight seeing for me. but we went to a number of places to try fishing. the usual will be the terrifying, insects infested punggol end, then the pond in pasir ris and punggol park.

Recently 2 new places were uncovered, Changi Broadwalk and Lower Pierce Reservior. not much luck with the fishing but superb weather and scenery. Never knew such places exist.

Lower Pierce Reservoir.

Good picnic and family gathering place however no car hard to go.

My shot at luring, I'm actually just trying to perfect my throw.

When we reach there we actually saw monkey in the trees swinging already but because a stupid man went to throw a piece of bread all the monkey came down, making noise and fought. Super scary! they were about 2m away from me at one point!

I have to admit they are super smart animals. One of them went to the bin to dig for food, but as the hole is a bit small it had difficulties. At one point he accidentally tug the cover and realise it could be open. As he was tugging too hard the bin shut itself again. So the monkey tug lighter this time and the bin remained open so he jumped in to dig with better view. They are big time litter bug!

The back area of Lower Pierce Reservoir.

The actual thing was even more fantastic with the sunset.

A very chui picture of us. A fruitful adventure...

Changi Broadwalk
Another beautiful place, love the walkway.

Many fishing families are there too, in very large groups.

You could see whats in the water so clearly, I didnt really dare to walk down. haha.

Nice places where you can take ur mind off from the busy Singaporean lifestyle.

Anyway we went to the night safari cos I can get cheap tickets from my Company. Lucky we didnt take the tram ride. Walking through the safari is scary but we got so up close with the animals! Like the flying squirrel, leopard, hayenna (scariest, no fence!) and many other cute ones too. There was also a 20 mins show. In all its a 3 hrs trip, worth it and fun! Unfortunately I only have a picture, cos no flash allowed then hard to capture. So you know what that heavy thing is?

The most scariest thing at night safari is......... the price of the food! sugarcane drink- $8, duck rice set (a plate of duck, 1 bowl rice, 1 plate vege) - $12. mineral water - $2.50, wanton noodles - $9. my jaws dropped. They really know how to 'tok tok tok'!

Thats all, got to go tend my farm. Facebook farmtown is fun!

till the next entry... breathe~