all my dearest friends are busy, with mahjonging, going out, working or doing acc homework.
i'm getting dependent on them. haha. Li, i thought u say if i come online i could find you to chat? the list of the people online now is simply, pathetic. =(
well, enough about not going out, so i tried to make the best out of staying at home, by first reading my magazine. then that stupid gastric attack urge me to get something to eat. so i decided, i am being a vegetarian for today (the 15th on the lunar calendar), and there is nothing i could buy that is vegetarian from the coffeshop downstair.
hence i resorted to cooking noodles, without adding the seasoning.. you dont know how awful it taste. i decided to add in vegetable and make a hard boil egg to add to the 'tastefulness'. my egg turned out- uncooked. which i have no idea why. i am frustrated so i threw my egg into my toaster. YES, toasted egg, i don't know how i did it, it still taste plain cos i forgot to add soya sauce. but at least its cooked. and by the time i have all these done, my noodles dried up! i have no choice but to force that lump of thing in to fill my stomach. but after 8 mouthful, i can't take it and threw the noodles away. it was, TERRIBLE. and i mean it.
thats my noodles, in the bin. look how bored i can get. to think i took the picture of a rubbish bin, and i post it. =_="
so to make myself feel better, i decided i should whine on my blog, well, it works to a certain extent. at least i have something to do.
i don't know whats wrong with me recently, i have NEVER felt so bored in my entire 18yrs and 10months of my life before. but nowadays, being home alone makes me feel sick. Now i understand what it is like when people went, sian.. BOO! i wonder is it because of the hormones pills i'm taking? Nah, its not, i jollywell know that, its just an excuse i give to myself. i clearly know the reason why i feel this way.
no more whining kelly! i tell myself tomorrow will be a better day, which means i have 9 to 10 more hours of lousy today to spend... WTH.
now i'm listening to thian mama's blog song, by dai ai ling, called dui de ren it goes: " ai sui ran hen mei miao, que bu neng wei le ji mo, you xian le ni zhao, ai yao nai xing deng dai, zi si shun zhao, gan jue hen zhong yao. ning ke kong bai le shou, deng hou yi ci, zhen xing de yong bao, wo xiang xing zhe shi jie shang, yi ding hui yu dao, dui de ren chu xian, zai yan jiao."
nice song, tell me to take my time and slowly search for my love. hehe. chinese lyrics could be found at http://www.comp.nus.edu.sg/~nghoongk/lyrics/singer543-1.html
maybe a hug would make me feel better, ok, i shall not ask for too much, how about an ice-cream? it might help.. anyone? hehe =)
